Eyes swollen.. Who cares
My eyes were swllon when i woke up today. My tears roll down my cheek when i was in the bus after tution. A sunday alone when i am hungry and wanted accompany. Things had changed after he started working. Start to giv excuses like tired and bored . Why?
Does he know that i cried in the bus today? Does he know that i was having lunch alone? NO, cos he din care.
I am going for camp tmr, he din even know i am goign pualu ubin until yesterday after i change my nick. What the..For the whole of today, he din try to contact me when he is free, why is he not worrying about me goign to ubin? Not worryign that i cant call him and stuff? Does he still care about me?
Today is my grandma's bday. My realative keep asking me where is he. How come havent been seeing him .. this and that. i almost started tearing. I dunno what to tell them.
Things are so different now .
until now , he still never reply me after my last two sms. What the fuck.....
i am goign for the camp becos of him, i wanna avoid him. I want to stop being so emtional.
