Yes dear. 4 more days to see ya.. Hurray.. time files .. hehe .. 14 days seems long but its nearing .. I went to the temple on Tampines today with my grandmother. Woke up ard 630.. so early.. Haha.. My grandmother called my handphone to wake me up. I was suppose to meet her at hougang at 730.. But i was still at kartib mrt at 730...hehe.. So i asked her to go on her own while i make my way there myself. Reached there around 840.. The chanting started at 830. They are super puntucal man.. I was sweating like crazy and i think my thighs are getting quite firm becos of the long hour bowing. Now its aching.... Need you to sayang.. hehe... I had my lunch there.. Think i was just to hungry.. the food was superb.. The whole ceremony ended around 4.. Wah.. can you imagine me going up and down bowing for hours? 830 to 4? Just wondering how the old aunties have the strength to do it.. They are indeed very old.. Many of them are in their 70s... Can you imagine that they gone non stop chanting and bowing? I was tryin to catch my breath to continue the whole chanting session. Each session is half an hour, another half for resting.. I really envy the aunties.. There wasnt any cute guys.. So sian..haha..
After chanting, i met Firly to do shopping at Orchard..I helped him choose a jeans at levis and i brought him to your fav shop, the limited edition shop at heeren.. Then we went to cityhall carrafour to buy his shaver... YOu know what, i think i miss you too much that i din realise that i kept mentioning you whenever we go or walk past... haha... Think i just miss you too much.. And he knows that i was counting down for you.. haha.. I mentioned to him i'm racist too...I talked about you and ganes in Toyr us.. I said you like to buy shoes and the burger you like most in BK.. the mashroom swiss... haha.. Think he cant stand it man.. haha.. When we were on our way home from suntec, we saw two gays and i told him to look, he said out loud "WHere are the guys..." Wah kao.. the two gays turned around and look at us.. haha...
Reached home around 10 from city hall.. Liver pool won darling...
Wah .. Just saw my handphone.. You gave me 3 missed calls befroe you could get me... I was bathing .. :)
Always there for you my dear..
Love
Agnes

Yes dear 6 more days to see ya darling... I missed ya so much that i felt super lost yesterday. I cried until my whole eys swollen.. Where were you when i need ya? Live is hell without you darling.. No one for me to scold, no one pampering me.. No one listening to all my sorrow... Went market today , wanted to go jogging but decided to just give myself a rest today . So i stayed at home the whole of today.. Never study nor watch tv, just slacking. I just have no mood to do my stuff without you around. You are just so important to me.
The timing was great when you actually called in the evening when i wasnt doing anything. hehe.. Erm.. the thrill in me when knowing that you called was tremondous.. I felt high and excited. However i still prefer you by my side everyday. I hug my dockey every night kissing it before i sleep as if i am hugging and kissing you. Just wonder when will i have the chance to do that. Ganes and Nick wants to meet you this weekend. Please remind me. Dear if they really let you out on monday like what you said, i dun mind going to pasir ris to meet ya. haha,, but i think it woudl be more convient for you to stay in camp. Not bad arh.. today still can watchh movie. Remnd me of giving you the command list if i havent given you . I'll help you to get into OCS.. haha.. So that you can earn more for me... Darling. 6 more days to seeing you.. i'll keep myself super busy so that the 6 days will pass faster.. haha.. Love ya...
Oh yah, i had night mares about you when i was taking a nap in the afternoon. Was so scared you leave me.. I dint go out today becos i miss you too much,. I am very clear about this..haha
Love ya
Nite
Your love
Agnes

Very sad today actually, realising that i am so much fatter than one poly friend of mine whom used to be plumper than me .. Erh... SO disappointing. Not only that, my ODAC friends are questioning me about why did i change .. Its hurting man... Hai..I trained so hard just to keep myself in shape one and a one year ago.. All my hardship has gone to a waste.. Erh... From 55 to 68? 13 kilos .. Gosh. That's alot. erm.. i really need to start working out man..
I need you darling. Need you to support me mentally. I went out today with my SIM friends. It was suppose to be a brithday celebration but the bday gal last minute sms us saying that her father doesnt let her out.. So sad man.. However the rest of us stilll met up and we went to far east to makan.. I saw your poly friend, dunno what's her name.. She's the one who drove to escape theme park .. the tall and thin gal... One of my classmate's bf drove us to Orchard.. And when we was heading towards far east, i saw her. I waved to her in the car but it was too blur for her to see me.. She couldnt identify me at first. I wouldnt have noticed when she was tryin to cut the lane where our car were.. I saw her at Scotts after that and she took awhile to remember who am i.. haha
I am goign to loss weight.. This kinda feeling has been driving me crazy after since you enter army man.. Dunno whether is it good or bad.. haha
K lah i gtg slp now.. Going mkt tomorrow.. nite.. Muacks love you always

Dear you are half way there le, happy? I am waiting for the day to come. Sometimes i dare not miss you cos i would just start tearing and miss you even more.. Though life is a bit miserable these days but i know on the other hand that dear will become a growth up man soon.. Wow.. Erm.. Think the tap in me is turning on soon.. I just cant control my emotions darling.
My mother and wilfred had a tiff just now becos of his laziness and untidiness.. Hai guess my mum must be very upset now..i'll have to let my sister handle.. I am a weak handler.. haha
I've been exercising since monday darling, went to the gym this afternoon after class. Intially i wanted to give myself a break by going home and slack. However i felt super gulity when i saw a group of NJC guys boarding the bus going to macritchie. They were saying that they are mentally tired but they had to endure with the training. They also mentioned that their stamina and stregth dropped after 2 weeks of break and stuff. Make me will so paranoid... haha
So i went to the gym and started my cadio workout. Think my arms are getting quite masular so i sort of stop training my arms in the gym, i dun wanna be king kong.. haha
Oh yah, dear, i hope you can take the effort to call your grandmother during your Tekong stay can? Let her know your well being. If i were to be your grandmother i'm gonna be worried. I regretted not calling my mum when i was in japan. I thought the call wasnt impt so i only call you hehe.. My mum recently told me that she was very worried about me for days as Japan had earthquake when i was there. I mean calling not only allow your love ones to know your presence but also make them feel impt. You know what i mean? I wanted to tell you on phone today but i always forget what i wanna tell you when we talk on the phone.. hehe
Glad to hear that you are in a slacky platoon.. hehe .. you are lucky darling. Hey remember to tell me what time to fetch you on your book out day ya? I wont be having class on that fri afternoon so hopefully it would be around that time too.. Just wondering how are you gonna wash your clothes?
Today is the last espiode for the korea show that i always watch.. Can start to sleep early le.. haha .. Btw when i was running today, i told myself to keep my back straight while running, it helps cos your CG is brought up to your chest and you dun feel much of the weight.. hehe You should try it darling. Oh yah no worried i'll try my best to help you in your footdrill commands.
Lastly i wanna say i miss you alot dear.. Always waiting for you... My Benedict Lau Yi Liang :)

Darling as wad you said, 9 days more to book out.. Almost forgot to update the blog until when I was on my bed.. I was missing you and when I was about to say good night to you , I suddenly remembered then I have not updated the blog.. So I climbed up from my bed, on the computer, typing away now.. hehe..Touched? Opps dun ask me what do I say to you at night Okay? I Pai seh. If you wanna hear, I'll tell you when you sleep with me.. hehe :) Hope no one else except you and me knows about these.. haha
I only went to school this afternoon and was abit lost as I missed last week's class becos of you.. hehe.. I did attend the same class on the following day but the class was slower than my actual class. So I'll be going to school tmr to catch up. For you I'll sacrifice.. hehe..
I went for a evening jog too with my neighbor cum SIM friend. I was carrying my handphone with me in case you call ..My friend asked me why i carry my phone and i told him i waiting for your call..Dun wish to miss the chance.. But was abit disappointed cos you havent called me though was near 11. When i was sorrowing to my brother about you not calling, you call... hehe.. i was at the verge of crying.. Your calls are really precious to me... Though the time was short , less than 10 minutes, its a booster for rest of my night. The happiness moment of everyday of cos.. :)
I hit onto the door lock today..My parents changed the door lock today and i was quite clumsy about it. Got hit on the upper right cheek.. was red.. Pain.. waiting for dear to suay yang me.. For the time being, i'll suay yang myself... hehe must remember to suay yang me when you see me k? It will only heal when you touch them :)
Oh yah today i bought KFC back wiuth my mum's approval cos i was quite tempted when i walked past KFC in northpoint.. Firly sent me home today and he wanted to go Northpoint to get game for his brother. My father almost wanted to scold me for buying cos he doesnt like pple to buy back food when there's already food at home.. Lucky for me, my mum asked my father not to scold me.. haha...
Love ya

i din have class today so i woke up around 830.. Went to gym in the afternoon until 4 . Did cardio workout .. Notice that i've been exercising? Hopefully i can get into shape by the time you are out for me.. I cant wait for the day to come darling. I went for my odac meeting at tiong Bahru today.
Edwin called me today asking me to back to work for him.. As usual lah .. you know.. hehe dont get jealous k? haha he like petite gals btw.. So no worries.. Dunno whether have i told you before. Erm.. din really do much of a thingy.. Oh yah i had only two meals today cos of the time.. haha Though i was very free but din really have the time to eat cos i had to go gym and rush for meeting.
You told me that you ae married.. Sian.. I'll be your mistress for time being then.. hehe.. Can? You also told you you also kana caught.. I feel so gulity cos youy actaullyt risked to charged so that you could call me.. so touched.. Love ya darling..
Nothing much today.. so i'll end here.. Muacks muacks.. cant wait to hug you my darling..
with love
Agnes

Its now 2255, about half an hour after our conversation. The happiness after that is overwhelming me now.hehe.. I woke up around 9 today. Good life right? haha.. My parents din work today so i had all my three meals at home today. I went for afternoon nap after a heavy lunch.. So fattening right? I know.. That's why i went for a swim after i woke up..haha..
The SIM officer in charged called me today and blamed me for not being at home.. crazy people.. They could have email me right? Anyway, they called me to get confirmation about trying up the year two module as i was exempted for one fundamental module. They added that i had to email Universitty of London on my own.. So shitty, at first they say they will do it for me, now they asked me to email UOL myself, alamak. They also said they have to check with UOL whether will i be able to get the exemption still becos if late notification. Arnt they idiotic? Stupid pple. At the same time i am worried and scared. if i dun get exempted , then i'll need to rush my work cos the fundmentall modules got projects to do...Hai
I went to swim around 4 and came back around 6. The feeling during the swim was so nice even though the place was quite packed becos there was a group of students have lesson.. They can swim beter than the adults there..Amasing is it?
I think i have something else that i wanted to tell you but it just sliped off my mind... recalling
oh yah... i can remember now. I dreamt about you last night. I cried becos it seems that you were leaving me. I cant actually remember what happened. Guess i really miss you too much darling... I wanted you so much in my dream about you seemed to be drifting awaying for some other gals .. :( Will it really happen one day? hai.. i dun wanna think so much ...
I asked for extra pocket money as i have no concession and my father wasnt very happy about that.. The amt was only barely 10 bucks more per week..
These few mornings i'll be at home cos one of my lecturer wont be in town. Slack right? Oh yah.. can you help me some PS games so that i can play? I wanna kill time by playing game.. haha..
There will be ODAC meeting tmr evening. Sian man..
Love you darling.. Muacks

Jenny Yang- Bu Gong Ping
zou le na me yuan
fa xian ni bu zai shen bian
du zi zou guo le shen me zi ji dou bu liao jie
wei lai de lan tu ying gai you ni bu gai zhi sheng tan xi
zhi shi ou er lei liu bu ting

# jian qiang de li you
zhi shi zi ji pian zi ji
ni yan zhong de kong ju shuo shen me dou duo yu
fu chu de yi qie zhi bu shi de yong yuan bu hui you da an
zhi you tian zhi dao wo you duo me ai ni

[Chorus:]
yi ke xin shu yu yi ge ren
zai ai qing li shen me suan gong ping
ai de shen ye shang de shen
shi bu shi zui mie le zi ji
yi ke xin shu yu wo zi ji
ai qing li zhao bu dao gong ping
er dang ni zui hou xuan ze le tao bi
wo xue hui bu gong ping

back to # then chorus
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走了那么远 After walking for quite a distance
发现你不在身边 Discovered that you are not around
独自走过了什么 Walking alone aimlessly
自己都不了解 i just cant explain why
未来的蓝图应该有你 You'll be there in the map
不该只剩鞠 Leaving not only your footsteps
只是偶尔泪流不停 But also tears
坚强的理由 if for there any strong reason
只是自己骗自己 I am just lying myself
你眼中的恐惧 The fear in you
说什么都多余 cannot be explained
付出的一切值不值得 Just wondering whether how worthy my contributions are
永远不会有答案 There will never be an answer for it
只有天知道我有多么爱你 Only god knows how much my love is for you
一颗心属于一个人 One heart belongs to only one person
在爱情里什么算公平 There is no fairness in love
爱得深也伤的深 The deeper you love a person, the more heartbreaking it gets
是不是罪免了自己 am i escaping from my own crime
一颗心属于我自己 I have only one heart for myself
爱情里找不到公平 No fairness in love
而当你最后选择了逃避 When you choose to escape
我学会不公平 I learnt what's unfairness
本来就不公平 Its so unfair
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Like that darling? I 've done the translation for you so that you can understand what the song is about. I'll always be your translator ...hehe.. This song is quite sad arh? Think i'll start choosing a song to describe us. :)
I went to market today and came back ard 12 by Ah Beng ah gu's van together with Susan. On my way back, Nishia sms me asking me what time am i going over to her place for tuition. I was shocked cos she did not sms me beforehand so that i wouldnt agree to go out with xinpei nor go market.Its just too tired to teach so i told her that i cant make it.Well, she was fine with it. She said she will sms me the next tuition date and time after the last time i went over to her place. As i wanted to accompany you , i need not wanted to sms her to ask her tution. hehe.. In a way its my fault also, never mind lah . In fact her prelims wasnt too bad. She needed just barely 2 more marks to pass. Moreover it was a hard paper. I need to go over to her place to get my pay too.. Will be going over next week to get them.
I met xinpei around 2 to bugis to collect my watch. I am using the MNG perform, very indianlish lor... Abit cant stand the smell, dunno why .. but i'll ty to get used to i.. cos my darling likes it. She bought a watch at the bentington plaza.. After that we went shopping and i bought more stuff.. Spent about 130 bucks at OG and Seiyu. hehe....i gonna be broke soon.. So will be staying at home most of the time i guess.
After shopping with Xinpei, My SJAB friends called to ask me out, so i went to CCK Lot 1 to look for them. They were singing KTV. And i had to pay 20 bucks for going... hai..Spend alot right? We sang from about 4 to 9 and i reached home the time you called me which is about 955... i was under my block when you call.. the time when my heart starts beating fast waiting anxiously.
I was in the KTV when you called me.. So shocking... But dear, i am really very delighted and overwhemled to see your name blinking on my phone when it started ringing... Haha.. You risked for me by charging your phone.. so nice even though its last then 5 mins....
Erm.. tough trainins as what you said would be starting tomorrow.. be strong boy. I love you , you can do it...

13 more days before we can see each other again. Every minute seems hard to pass. I was just hoping for your call the whole day. My heart starting beating fast when my phone rang after 930pm . You know what my dear, before you called, some indian guy called. He called the wrong number. diao... I thought was you my darling. But not long later you called. I felt so happy that i lost my words. I was buying rice for Wilfred when you called, my mum din cook. Xinpei was beisde me. :) However the conversation time was so short because of the reception at my place.. Suddenly no reception. I tried calling back but you dint pick up..:( Knowing that you cant call me the next few days, my heart really sank. :__( I'll pray for you everday for your safety dear...
If possible, you dun have to call me just send me an sms means alot to me too.

Oh yeah,got some surpise for you when you book out, i'll be there for you dear. I'll help you wash your clothes and even fold and iron them for you , i promise. All these can only be done if i can go over to your place of course :)
I went for trekking at bukit timah with one odac friend today, her name is qiu xiang. We took some nice photos. I'll post it online for you to see. We rackee the whole morning until 2 becos of the rain.It started to rain while we were trekking and had to take shelter in huts. The first thing came to my mind was is tekong raining too? Are you out in the rain and did you take care of yourself by keeping yourself dry and stuff. My friend was quite irritated by me becos i keep saying about you to her.. haha.. Dunno what you doing, dunno wheher did you get caught in the rain, dunno havw you eaten, dunno whether you had enough sleep. All thses questions keep flooding in my mind even until now.
After the trekking , we went to west mall for lunch and had a meeting with our Ajam chairman about the camp in dec. There will be a dry run of the camp on 7th to 8th. Oh yeah i forgotten to ask you, when is your graduation? I really hope it wont clash with yours.
The whole meeting ended around 4 and i went home. I was wearing the reebok single and shorts. Looks quite sporty though i am fat... haha And yah, i'll lost as much weight as possible until the day you come out.. SO we can be more comparable. hehe...
I think writing on the blog will help me ease the kinda worries i have on me . :)
After i reached home, i went out with xinpei to causeway point. She said i looked slimmer compared to the last time she saw me. hehe.. happy.... Guess what , i bought batteries and casing for your "new " phone, the 8250..hehe.. two extra batteries and a black rubber casing. I'll make sure the batteries are charged :)
I've given the cheque back to your grandmother last evening after seeing you. She was very gladful.. She asked me about your sister too.. And she was quite angry about her.. erm.. ans most importantly , she is worried for you. I really hope you could visit her at the once during the weekends.
I was toking to nick last night and we mentioned about meeting up on Sat.. okie? He wanna chat with you too..
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10:29:12 PM] I'll miss yo: hi
[10:29:18 PM] nur für Ihre: hello
[10:29:26 PM] I'll miss yo: ben went in today...
[10:29:32 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah...
[10:29:41 PM] nur für Ihre: so did u see him off ?
[10:29:47 PM] I'll miss yo: dunno why din he call me
[10:29:51 PM] I'll miss yo: yes i did..
[10:29:57 PM] nur für Ihre: oic..
[10:30:00 PM] nur für Ihre: dun worry..
[10:30:07 PM] I'll miss yo: hahaabit
[10:30:08 PM] nur für Ihre: i bet he is busy inside
[10:30:15 PM] I'll miss yo: erm...
[10:30:19 PM] I'll miss yo: think so too..
[10:30:20 PM] nur für Ihre: getting to know his new bunk mates etc
etc
[10:30:32 PM] nur für Ihre: hahahhaa...
[10:30:38 PM] I'll miss yo: oic.. haha he din bring extra batt
[10:30:48 PM] I'll miss yo: den how handphone batt flat
[10:30:49 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:30:50 PM] nur für Ihre: oh...
[10:30:52 PM] I'll miss yo: yah lor
[10:30:58 PM] I'll miss yo: he thought can charge
[10:30:59 PM] nur für Ihre: charger?
[10:31:00 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:31:05 PM] nur für Ihre: i dun think he can...
[10:31:19 PM] I'll miss yo: yah lor.. cos its tekong...
[10:31:22 PM] I'll miss yo: hai..
[10:31:26 PM] I'll miss yo: he lah nevr ask.
[10:31:43 PM] nur für Ihre: anyway he will hardly have time to
talk..only in the night...
[10:31:46 PM] I'll miss yo: do you really have to sleep at 2230?
[10:32:02 PM] nur für Ihre: ermmm..when u first enlist- yes
[10:32:19 PM] nur für Ihre: for me... nobody cares wat time u sleep..
[10:32:22 PM] nur für Ihre: hahaha
[10:32:28 PM] I'll miss yo: haha why?
[10:32:44 PM] nur für Ihre: as in now..
[10:33:04 PM] I'll miss yo: oic cos you are someone higher ranking
liao issit?
[10:33:09 PM] nur für Ihre: no la...
[10:33:21 PM] nur für Ihre: second yr soldier they dun really bother
u
[10:33:27 PM] I'll miss yo: haha oic..
[10:33:31 PM] I'll miss yo: when is your ord?
[10:33:31 PM] nur für Ihre: his time will come...
[10:33:36 PM] nur für Ihre: next yr march
[10:33:42 PM] I'll miss yo: oic.. soon
[10:33:44 PM] nur für Ihre: counting down already
[10:33:50 PM] nur für Ihre: hahaha
[10:33:54 PM] I'll miss yo: haha good good.. quite fast issit?
[10:34:07 PM] nur für Ihre: i hope ben will cope well inside..
[10:34:10 PM] nur für Ihre: i'm sure he will...
[10:34:13 PM] I'll miss yo: i hope so too...
[10:34:21 PM] I'll miss yo: he coudlnt eat well today
[10:34:25 PM] I'll miss yo: so worried for him
[10:34:26 PM] nur für Ihre: howcome ?
[10:34:41 PM] I'll miss yo: he was scared and worried i guess.
[10:34:56 PM] I'll miss yo: erm. i hope you got posted to mainland.
[10:34:57 PM] nur für Ihre: oic...i didn't hear from him...
[10:35:08 PM] nur für Ihre: u mean him
[10:35:16 PM] I'll miss yo: haha yah i mean him
[10:35:18 PM] I'll miss yo: hahasorry
[10:35:29 PM] nur für Ihre: after three months he will be out of
there...
[10:35:35 PM] I'll miss yo: really?
[10:35:40 PM] nur für Ihre: yup...
[10:35:48 PM] I'll miss yo: i tot some of them stay for long?
[10:36:02 PM] nur für Ihre: he will do his Basic MIlitary Training
there for three months..
[10:36:23 PM] nur für Ihre: after that he will be posted to his
vocation
[10:37:37 PM] nur für Ihre: hopefully he can go to OCS
[10:37:49 PM] I'll miss yo: haha why?
[10:37:54 PM] I'll miss yo: i dun think he can..
[10:38:00 PM] I'll miss yo: cos inside alot of fit fit ones..
[10:38:01 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:38:03 PM] nur für Ihre: well it will be very gd life...
[10:38:31 PM] nur für Ihre: can train ...trust me..army is the time
when u will be very fit
[10:38:49 PM] nur für Ihre: if he go OCS his pay will be very good
[10:38:54 PM] nur für Ihre: 1000 plus
[10:38:58 PM] I'll miss yo: i really hope to see him getting fit...:P
[10:39:05 PM] I'll miss yo: haha really?
[10:39:05 PM] nur für Ihre: hahaha..i
[10:39:07 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:39:15 PM] nur für Ihre: 'i'm sure he wants to get fit too...
[10:39:32 PM] nur für Ihre: yup..after u complete his course...and
pass out as a officer
[10:39:53 PM] I'll miss yo: wah.. sounds good
[10:40:02 PM] nur für Ihre: but one really needs alot of dicipline and
responsibility to be an officer...
[10:40:07 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah its gd...
[10:40:42 PM] nur für Ihre: basically have to be a role model to your
suborbinate
[10:41:33 PM] I'll miss yo: oh.. sounds tough too...
[10:41:56 PM] I'll miss yo: erm..wondering wad ;s he doign now....
[10:42:13 PM] I'll miss yo: i dun think he could sleep at this kinda
time..
[10:42:14 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:42:25 PM] nur für Ihre: well he will have to get used to it..
[10:42:32 PM] I'll miss yo:
[10:42:33 PM] nur für Ihre: he should be sleeping now...
[10:42:41 PM] I'll miss yo: hai
[10:42:48 PM] nur für Ihre: the serageant will do their rounds to
check
[10:43:04 PM] I'll miss yo: was thinking that he will definitely call
me/
[10:43:11 PM] I'll miss yo: dissappointed..
[10:43:33 PM] nur für Ihre: can't used the phone once lights off
[10:43:49 PM] nur für Ihre: unless secretly use la
[10:43:56 PM] I'll miss yo: yah especially when he needs the public
phone..
[10:44:10 PM] nur für Ihre: if get caught will be quite serious
[10:44:47 PM] I'll miss yo: yah lor
[10:44:55 PM] nur für Ihre: when i first went in i didn't contact
anyone for the two whole weeks
[10:45:18 PM] nur für Ihre: honestly u will be too tired to call
..jus wanna sleep
[10:45:26 PM] nur für Ihre: hahahaha
[10:45:50 PM] nur für Ihre: hai...i need to go back to camp tmr
morning too..
[10:45:51 PM] I'll miss yo: haha he calledd.......
[10:46:01 PM] I'll miss yo: secretly
[10:46:01 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:46:05 PM] nur für Ihre: hahahahaa
[10:46:19 PM] nur für Ihre: u on the phone with him now "?
[10:46:24 PM] I'll miss yo: dunno why even though the time is short,
but i feel very nice..
[10:46:25 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:46:29 PM] I'll miss yo: no lah put downliao
[10:46:34 PM] I'll miss yo: less than one minute
[10:46:40 PM] I'll miss yo: he say had to do alot of things
[10:46:42 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah..cherish that momemt rite
[10:46:51 PM] nur für Ihre: of course..i can imagine...
[10:46:52 PM] I'll miss yo: life is likeshit
[10:46:53 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:46:56 PM] nur für Ihre: so many things to pack
[10:47:00 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah..
[10:47:10 PM] I'll miss yo: how come you need to go back tmr
[10:47:11 PM] I'll miss yo: ?
[10:47:19 PM] nur für Ihre: have to kiwi boots..do the SBO..fold smart
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[10:47:23 PM] nur für Ihre: etc etc
[10:47:30 PM] I'll miss yo: wah...
[10:47:33 PM] nur für Ihre: guard duty...
[10:47:57 PM] nur für Ihre: wkend dutyis the worse -24hrs
[10:48:20 PM] I'll miss yo: really.. erm.. quite bad..
[10:49:02 PM] nur für Ihre: all right..quite used to it ..
[10:49:15 PM] nur für Ihre: he surly have to do soo...
[10:49:26 PM] nur für Ihre: soon
[10:50:25 PM] I'll miss yo: haha erm.. think i need to get him batt..
[10:50:30 PM] I'll miss yo: that's what he needs..
[10:50:35 PM] I'll miss yo: poor him...
[10:50:41 PM] I'll miss yo: anyway how come you need to go back tmr?
[10:50:51 PM] nur für Ihre: guard duty..
[10:50:56 PM] I'll miss yo: aiyo...
[10:51:06 PM] I'll miss yo: erm... quite sian arh?
[10:51:13 PM] nur für Ihre: yup...
[10:51:19 PM] nur für Ihre: its like that...
[10:51:35 PM] I'll miss yo: erm.. you went to tekong that time also?
[10:51:50 PM] nur für Ihre: maybe after he can book out then can meet
up together...
[10:51:59 PM] nur für Ihre: surly alot of things to discuss...
[10:52:08 PM] nur für Ihre: hmm..no..i didn't go tekong
[10:52:14 PM] I'll miss yo: yah.. then you guys will keep talking
about it..
[10:52:25 PM] I'll miss yo: oh why?
[10:53:11 PM] nur für Ihre: hmmm..well i'm mono intake...basically
when all those cannot study or ite ...or plainily all
the bengs go to...
[10:53:33 PM] I'll miss yo: aiyo dun say that leh....
[10:53:45 PM] nur für Ihre: hahaha...
[10:53:56 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:54:00 PM] nur für Ihre: well dun worry..i never think of myself in
that way
[10:54:13 PM] I'll miss yo: good... yeap can see
[10:54:14 PM] nur für Ihre: jus that i deciding to do army first then
study later
[10:54:24 PM] I'll miss yo: haha i wanted to say that
[10:54:25 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:54:27 PM] nur für Ihre: jus diff path..
[10:54:41 PM] I'll miss yo: yeap yeap.. actaully in a way its
better.....
[10:54:50 PM] nur für Ihre: the 'normal' route is to study poly then
do army
[10:54:56 PM] nur für Ihre: well depends...
[10:55:04 PM] nur für Ihre: it has its gd and bad...
[10:55:30 PM] I'll miss yo: okie lah i do have friends who went to
army before studying and they are doing well..
[10:55:31 PM] nur für Ihre: bad becoz ppl tend to look down ...
[10:55:36 PM] I'll miss yo: no lah..
[10:55:38 PM] nur für Ihre: gd becoz i finsh earlier...
[10:55:39 PM] nur für Ihre: hahaha
[10:55:53 PM] nur für Ihre: jus a matter of time
[10:55:57 PM] nur für Ihre: i'm sure...
[10:56:06 PM] nur für Ihre: can't complain much..
[10:56:11 PM] I'll miss yo: i mean if you studying poly and go in..
and if you wanna study again.. you would have a hard
time to pick up
[10:56:20 PM] nur für Ihre: true...
[10:56:37 PM] nur für Ihre: but ben wants to go to NUS ?
[10:56:59 PM] I'll miss yo: haha no lah.. his results worse than me..
[10:57:13 PM] nur für Ihre: anyway still a long way for him...he needs
to serve extra 4 months
[10:57:18 PM] I'll miss yo: but he is gonna study after army i think
[10:57:23 PM] I'll miss yo: how come?
[10:57:23 PM] nur für Ihre: thats gd
[10:57:33 PM] I'll miss yo: extra 4 months?
[10:57:36 PM] I'll miss yo: cos poly?
[10:57:49 PM] nur für Ihre: he will definately be coproal and above
and u have to serve extra 2-4 months
[10:58:04 PM] I'll miss yo: wah.. okie lor..
[10:58:07 PM] nur für Ihre: alreasy shorten already..last time 6
mnths
[10:58:15 PM] nur für Ihre: for me is only 2yrs
[10:58:24 PM] nur für Ihre: coz i'm only a lance corporal
[10:58:43 PM] I'll miss yo: oic.. actually i was thinking of trying
army life..
[10:58:45 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[10:58:49 PM] I'll miss yo: any females?
[10:58:50 PM] nur für Ihre: serious ?
[10:58:53 PM] nur für Ihre: hmmm...
[10:58:55 PM] nur für Ihre: yup...
[10:58:57 PM] nur für Ihre: there are..
[10:58:58 PM] I'll miss yo: abit lah...
[10:59:06 PM] nur für Ihre: mostly working in admin side...
[10:59:18 PM] I'll miss yo: yah lor..
[10:59:27 PM] nur für Ihre: very few in training ground
[10:59:38 PM] I'll miss yo: SIm is not recongnised in SAF
[10:59:51 PM] nur für Ihre: unless u have the leadership and
confidence to train and lead a bunch of guys
[10:59:55 PM] I'll miss yo: only recongnised in Civil defence
[11:00:01 PM] nur für Ihre: which i think is not easy
[11:00:03 PM] nur für Ihre: hmmm...
[11:00:11 PM] nur für Ihre: is it ?
[11:00:14 PM] nur für Ihre: i'm not sure...
[11:00:27 PM] nur für Ihre: if u want i can find out for u
[11:00:51 PM] nur für Ihre: if u want to try army..join the air force
or navy
[11:01:15 PM] nur für Ihre: but it won't be easy...
[11:01:18 PM] I'll miss yo: my cousin in navy..
[11:01:22 PM] nur für Ihre: oic...
[11:01:27 PM] I'll miss yo: yeap she say not easy
[11:01:38 PM] I'll miss yo: but i wanna try .. stable income..
[11:01:39 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[11:01:46 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah..its a male dorminated place
[11:02:05 PM] I'll miss yo: now too early.. i just started studying..
so have to wait for anotehr 3 years.
[11:02:07 PM] nur für Ihre: thats what everyone join army for...- the
money
[11:02:11 PM] nur für Ihre: yup...
[11:02:24 PM] nur für Ihre: its a very boring life..trust me...
[11:02:38 PM] I'll miss yo: pple say bachelor holders earn much
more...
[11:02:40 PM] nur für Ihre: most of the regulars sign on becoz of
money ...
[11:02:45 PM] I'll miss yo: really.. ermmm..
[11:02:49 PM] nur für Ihre: yup...
[11:02:53 PM] I'll miss yo: haha i like to command pple
[11:02:54 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[11:02:56 PM] nur für Ihre: they even find it boring...
[11:03:03 PM] nur für Ihre: hahahahaa...wow...
[11:03:03 PM] I'll miss yo: was thinkign of bieng an officer but not
easy
[11:03:17 PM] nur für Ihre: yea,,,,especially since u r a female...
[11:03:24 PM] nur für Ihre: but its still possible...
[11:03:26 PM] I'll miss yo: yah lor..
[11:03:33 PM] I'll miss yo: erm.. i'll try ..
[11:03:36 PM] nur für Ihre: hard to really work your way up...
[11:03:47 PM] nur für Ihre: sure...
[11:03:51 PM] I'll miss yo: i always wanted but erm.. like wad you
say.. gonna be boring
[11:04:00 PM] I'll miss yo: and workload is heavy
[11:04:04 PM] nur für Ihre: depends...there are alot of courses to
go..
[11:04:16 PM] nur für Ihre: they will send your for overseas
training...etc etc
[11:04:28 PM] I'll miss yo: wah.. good..
[11:04:32 PM] nur für Ihre: yup...
[11:04:46 PM] I'll miss yo: erm.. sounds great.. but dunno leh
[11:05:06 PM] nur für Ihre: like my sergeats who are regulars will be
going to australia for traning next mnth
[11:05:16 PM] I'll miss yo: but i have to get at least seond upper
honours..
[11:05:24 PM] I'll miss yo: hard... but i'll tyr
[11:05:25 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[11:05:35 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah..right now dun worry too much about
the future..
[11:05:43 PM] nur für Ihre: jus concertare on your studies first..
[11:05:47 PM] nur für Ihre: thats more important...
[11:06:04 PM] I'll miss yo: hehe yeap yeap..
[11:06:06 PM] nur für Ihre: a day has enuff of worries and
troubles...
[11:06:09 PM] I'll miss yo: i wanna command pple
[11:06:09 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[11:06:13 PM] nur für Ihre: okok...
[11:06:22 PM] nur für Ihre: u can command ben next time...
[11:06:34 PM] nur für Ihre: once u and him tie the knot
[11:06:36 PM] nur für Ihre: hahahahah
[11:07:00 PM] I'll miss yo: haha..
[11:07:09 PM] nur für Ihre: commanding ppl is not easy than jus
telling ppl to do this and that..
[11:07:24 PM] nur für Ihre: u need a lot of skills in executing
command...
[11:07:46 PM] I'll miss yo: hey you forgot arh.. i am an officer too..
but diff kind
[11:07:47 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[11:07:53 PM] nur für Ihre: and need to make a right judgement
[11:07:56 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah..i know..
[11:08:03 PM] nur für Ihre: in your uniform group..
[11:08:18 PM] I'll miss yo: haha
[11:08:20 PM] nur für Ihre: but once you r in the working
enviroment..its quite diff...
[11:08:22 PM] I'll miss yo: erm.. yah lor
[11:08:32 PM] I'll miss yo: under peer pressure
[11:08:56 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah...i guess its the same for any job
for that matters..not only in the army
[11:09:11 PM] I'll miss yo: erm.. yah lor..
[11:09:21 PM] I'll miss yo: so you goign back tmr wad time?
[11:09:38 PM] nur für Ihre: i like to command ppl to. who
doesn't/..but i realise u really need to earn your
leadership and respect to do that
[11:09:54 PM] nur für Ihre: i need to be up by 5.15 latest
[11:10:04 PM] nur für Ihre: need to be in camp by 7
[11:10:25 PM] I'll miss yo: wah.. that's very early
[11:10:31 PM] nur für Ihre: yup..
[11:10:41 PM] I'll miss yo: erm. true..
[11:10:56 PM] nur für Ihre: ben will be waking up ard that time
too..5.30
[11:11:29 PM] I'll miss yo: haha.. . i can sleep until 7
[11:11:35 PM] I'll miss yo: not too bad..
[11:11:42 PM] I'll miss yo: he is coming out on 21
[11:11:44 PM] nur für Ihre: hahaha...
[11:11:47 PM] I'll miss yo: will be be free?
[11:11:49 PM] nur für Ihre: ok...cooll..
[11:12:10 PM] nur für Ihre: so probably can meet on sat
[11:12:25 PM] nur für Ihre: let me know yea
[11:12:26 PM] I'll miss yo: yah.. great
[11:12:29 PM] I'll miss yo: sure.
[11:12:40 PM] nur für Ihre: i got to get to bed soon..
[11:12:47 PM] nur für Ihre: well i'll talk to u again...
[11:12:51 PM] nur für Ihre: nice chatting...
[11:13:09 PM] nur für Ihre: enjoy your wkend...
[11:13:28 PM] I'll miss yo: nite
[11:13:38 PM] nur für Ihre: soon wkend will be the most precious u and
ben will have together
[11:13:49 PM] nur für Ihre: yeah
[11:13:51 PM] I'll miss yo: yeah.. very.. even 1 min one the phone
[11:13:51 PM] nur für Ihre: nite....
[11:13:55 PM] I'll miss yo: night
[11:14:19 PM] nur für Ihre: "absence makes the heart fonder"
[11:15:42 PM] I'll miss yo: hehe
[11:16:16 PM] * nur für Ihre Augen is now Offline
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B got enlisted today in tekong. Its time for a boy like him to become a man. hehe. I started to miss you badly since the moment you sent me to jetty and said bye to me .
I felt lost and sudden misery and sadess but i dint cry cos i know you can make it.
Never felt so desperate for your call at 2130 to 2230. Poor boy's handphone was flat.
I love you darling. I'l be updating the blog everyday for you until you book out on 21 Oct.
Phone duration :0.38
Ben said : Life was sucking , alot of things to do. Using buckmate's handphone.
I was so worried for you when i din receive any call from you after 2230. Thought that you slept or something. I was so worried that i went to sms a new friend, Elishia . Her brother is in the same company as B. She was saying that the brother din call initially cos they are very busy with packing their stuff. Feel so nice and happy that ben took the effort to call when he is busy. Love you. Cant wait to recive your call soon.

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Agnes --25 Feb 1985

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