Very sad today actually, realising that i am so much fatter than one poly friend of mine whom used to be plumper than me .. Erh... SO disappointing. Not only that, my ODAC friends are questioning me about why did i change .. Its hurting man... Hai..I trained so hard just to keep myself in shape one and a one year ago.. All my hardship has gone to a waste.. Erh... From 55 to 68? 13 kilos .. Gosh. That's alot. erm.. i really need to start working out man..
I need you darling. Need you to support me mentally. I went out today with my SIM friends. It was suppose to be a brithday celebration but the bday gal last minute sms us saying that her father doesnt let her out.. So sad man.. However the rest of us stilll met up and we went to far east to makan.. I saw your poly friend, dunno what's her name.. She's the one who drove to escape theme park .. the tall and thin gal... One of my classmate's bf drove us to Orchard.. And when we was heading towards far east, i saw her. I waved to her in the car but it was too blur for her to see me.. She couldnt identify me at first. I wouldnt have noticed when she was tryin to cut the lane where our car were.. I saw her at Scotts after that and she took awhile to remember who am i.. haha
I am goign to loss weight.. This kinda feeling has been driving me crazy after since you enter army man.. Dunno whether is it good or bad.. haha
K lah i gtg slp now.. Going mkt tomorrow.. nite.. Muacks love you always
