The girls team dont trust me anymore! Hai... I failed to be a good captain. I failed to resolve the conflict we are facing now. Its hectic and unexpected to me. I guess it all draws down to myself, not vigilant enough to realise how serious things are.
Lorraine has been working very hard to coordinate all the work that needs to be done just to keep the team running and all i do is receiving the credits as being a captain.
I really feel at this point of time i am a lousy captain, why din i sense that the team doesnt trust me anymore . I should have notice it when benice started to be defiant when i went back to training before exams. Becos of market and tuition, i din manage to make it for several trainings and the team was very unhappy that i couldnt commit. That's when Lorraine and Jackson started to take over the training and i was not informed and respected anymore.
I always thought i could handle the team well, im so wrong. My carelessness and negligence and caused me to bring the team to a mess, really big mess.
I need to get the team back to good condition. If im chosen to be the captain, i must have shown that i've the calibre to be one!
