I really hope we work it. There are so many things I wanna say Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret It was magic that we began. And I only hope, at the back of my mind, that I see u grow old with me.
It's 230am
2:41 AM
Friday, August 27, 2010
There are so many things I wanna say to you but u have closed your mind. I know that many times I don't know how to tell u how much I love u and appreciate u. It hurts And it drives me nuts to think that everything was nice and smooth until recent (well recent for me) was smooth and nice. Why are u willing to throw it all away? Why are nasty thoughts manifesting in yr head? Sometimes I wish I am stronger but to err is human. Things happen even to the best of us.
Thinking of A.. Again
1:47 AM
Friday, August 20, 2010
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you And all those things we use to use to use to do Hey girl, what's up, it use to be just me and you
Thinking of A
9:36 PM
Monday, August 09, 2010
Everyday i think of u... even when our so-called status is 'single'. am i foolish to habour hope?
I am sorry that i have been so emo.... i am sad that all these while i thought things were getting better.....
when i saw u that night.... i wish we were at least talking.... it hurts me to see but we cant talk
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11:38 PM
Saturday, July 31, 2010
sometimes i wonder: am i a fool? i am the 1 being played...
Been sending emo msgs to her.... sometimes feel so foolish... i guess i have to harden my heart...
I wish i can clear things up and start anew. We affect and influence each other so deep... Remember the times u wanted to break? i was the pillar and the guy who held on.
God must be playing with us.... so many obstacles... the only easy day was yesterday
God
1:57 PM
Friday, July 23, 2010
Blogging during work lunch....... Does God really exist? I want him to take away my pain. My heart is wounded. Heavily wounded
Please forgive me
1:40 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9EHAo6rEuas
Please forgive me... i know not what i do Please forgive me... i cant stop loving you I cant stop loving.. you..
