Valentine's Day is over
1:09 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
No dinner, no flowers, no company, no love..Thta's how i spend my Valentine's Day..Dun worry i'll get used to it for the next two years. You must be very interested in what i have been doing, whether did i do out with any guys and stuff like that. I woke up in the morming at 9 and started to do my SJAB project until 2pm. I had my lunch at home and went to Nishia's house for tuition at 330.. Finished my tuition around 6 and reached home ard 7. Went to the gym at 730 and reached home around 9pm.. My thigh hurts. Dunno why i coudlnt do much of the exercise which i normally will do when i am in the gym. Partly my legs were still aching from the sunday's traiing. I could feel cramps on my right thigh when i was running. Really force myself to keep on movin. Maybe becos it was Valentine's day , not much of a cute guy in the gym. Most of them are uncles and auntie. I found that i was extremely strange in the gym.I was super impatient and disturbed over small little things. I dunno why.. When i saw that all the track mails will full, i was super frasturated , almost wanted to ask pple to go away. haha craxy right?
I even started a conversation with the entrance auntie and i can see that she was quite pissed with my nonsense. I dunno why am i behaving so strangely today.
When i reached home, my friend called me to ask me to book my classes for this sem so i started to crack my heart to choose the slots. i have to attend class in the evening during weekdays and class on weekends.. 1000 to 1700 on both Sat and Sat on one of the weeks in April. I have already tried my best to make myself free on weekends that's why i am attending evening class. All the good slots were chosen by the Kaisu pple when i was teaching Nishia tution just now. SIan sia. The slot was suppose to be available yesterday but somehow the system only managed to work this morning or something. So irriatatin..
Today is just not my day, every single moment i will start to wonder how are you doing. There wasnt any rain today so i hope you are coping well with your training. My valentine's resolution will be to have you around me at anytime. I am more than happy with that. hehe..
Even my parents had a valentine's day date .. Wilfred and i were at home only.. So lonely..
Just finsihed studying my econs.. Going to slp now.. have to go school tmr to collect test and assignment. I will be going for training after that .
I though i will hear from you today :( Arnt you suppose to call me before you leave for marsiling on monday? I was waiting. Every time when my phone rings, i thought its you..
You are my everything.
Love
Where are you , my Valentine...
10:06 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
Tearing aways as the night darkened... Havent hear from you tonight. Whether if will you be calling me tonight.. or tmr? The more i think about it, the deeper my heart sinks.. YOu must be thinking whether am i behaving myself when you are not around with me for this V day. If you really wondering about it, i am utterly hurt. I have no words for our relationship.
I dont wish to type anymore mushy words to convince you how much i miss you .. Its all up to you to discover. I am tired.
I know you must be vvery tired after hours of digging. I will pray for your safety and well-being.. I wish i could hug you the moment i see you . i am not sad that you are not with me for this V day, just worried about your well-being in the army. Endure them okie? No matter what is your outcome after BSLC, i'll always be there to support you. I will never leave you alone. I promise.
Although you have no trust in me in this relationship, i cant stop myself from missing you. I know that you are sad about my past, i am feeling even worse.
Can you tell me what should i do if you were me?
Four Limbs aching
9:54 AM
Friday, February 10, 2006
i cant sqaud, i cant climb...haha it hurts ... Guess it all becos of the training i had the day before. I could update the blog yesterday becos i was rushing to do my assigment. I only slpet at 230am yesterday. I was so engrossed in my work that i din realise that i have been working for 6 hours ... Amazing? haha.. Seriously the workload in Uni is super heavy.. Just worried that i might not be able to finsih my revision before prelims.. Ergh...
WHen i told my mum that i am in dragon boat, she was rather unhappy about it.. SHe asked me not to continue becos i dun have the time for all these extra plus my SJAB and stuff...ALl she was concern is that i have to work on weekends.. Shity lor.. Am i really born to be a slave? cant do my own self?Becos of marketing, i had to give up so many things and of cos my youth... I know my parents are working very hard for us.. But why cant my siblings just cooperate to get things moving. The moment i have something on, they make noise. Ahhhhhh.......Is this call fair?
The TOTO results are out and guess what, 42 came out as a additional number again... And i bought exactly the same numbers that you gave me.. Only 42 is the same.. Quick Pick was hell man... Dun trust.. Not a single number tallies..
I really enjoyed myself in dragon boat although is it very tiring... Most importantly, they are training my body just like how you want me to train.. haha serious.. all the stuff they ask us to do are all you asked me to go when we train together... I was quite puzzled how did everyone knows your training agenda? hahaha...
After your army, join SIM study sociology and join Dragob boat... The poeple are are super nice. Some from Ngee Ann also... Oh yah i saw Sunny in school today.. He is just like before.. No diff..
Nick stopped working for Edwin.. he is just not a office working person..hehe
Today is your last day of field camp.. Cant wait to hear from you in the evening. I hope that wont bring you guys back to Pasir Lebar late.. Sleep well and meet me the next day....
Love
Tekong again....
2:18 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Now that you are back to Tekong again, i have a feeling this wont be your last trip to that island. There willanother time. haha.. I know you must tired and sick of food ration right? i'll promise you a scrumptious meal when you book ok? hehe.. My mother keep insisting me to celebrate my 21st bday though i asked her not to celebrate.. I was thinking of attending my friend's bday party in sunset bay instead.. Yeah she shares the same birthday as me.. same year but diff life.. she is bloody rich..:( haha
My whole body is aching now, and you know what now is 230 am but i havent sleep yet. i need to rush for my assignment.. Have to hand on thurs. I still have another assignment due on fri... Ergh.. very busy for the past few days. Busy with either CCAs or school work.. Just no time to spare for any other staff man.. haha
Today i had my dargon boat land training, it was killing me i tell you. They were asking me to do things that you always wanted me to do.. the squarts, the lauches... the sprinting , the steps , pull up , push up and sit ups... WAH>>> killing me lor.. Ask me to do things which needs so much of my strength killss.. but no choice have to do..
I was good okie, pple praised me.. hehe
I was given a nick name called yeo2 becos i look like another gal from dagron boat and her name is Yeo... I heard she is boobalicious haha...
Funny...
I was almost dehdyrated i tel you.. I din drink enough water before the start of training and after.. During the training i was so damn thirsty that i just excuse myself for a drink in the middle of an exercise.. haha.. everyone stopped to wait for me...haha..
My four limbs were numbed after the training. And all i have in my mind was you... cos you askeed me to do all these stuff too.. hahaha Had dinner with them and i only reached home around 10.. Late right? Training was at Clementi stadium mah....
Just wanna let you that i will pray for your safety though we are far away from each other. I can only pray for you to ease my worries and misses.... Muacks.. Have to go slp now.. need to wake up early to cont my assignment and attend class in the afternoon..
*Hug*
Valentine's Day is coming, how????????????????
