Feeling quite moody now.. guess i am upset about not able to talk to you today? Miss you so much. Cant help it but to have you in my mind all the time. Could it be because i am too free? How to keep myself entertained when i dun wan to spend any money when i go out? I exercise alot to keep myself occupied, keep watching tv to pass my time. Glad that school reopening soon, in two weeks time. If not i'll be bored to death.
It has become a habit of mine to wait for your call anytime after 10pm. Just dun feel like doing anything else but to sit beside my phone ,waiting for your call silently. I am so crazy about you my dear. How?
Hurry Rescue Me from the Dungeon of Misery.
Love you lotssss
Quite sad i din manage to talk to you on the phone today. :(
Was on my friend's bike when you called me that's why i din pick up. Din hear the phone ring.
I dunno why i miss you all the time, every minute ,every second of my life. Cant stop myself from thinking about you, your smile, your face and your tummy, of cos not forgettingi your injured leg.
Know why i rush out of the house to look for you just now? I couldnt bare to see you leaping all the way, my heart started the hurt when you stepped out of the house. I pray to the god for your safety and your well-being. Sorry for not bringing along the ankle guard when i rushed down, i din know where was it either.
Please try not to hurt yourself again k? Your darling's heart gets hurt at the same time too.. Very pain ... :P
I am goign out with Yolanda and friends tmr for lunch. But will try not to buy anyting. So broke.
I feeling tired now, today's training is extremely tough. Almost fainted. LOL
Yo and i was quarrelling about whose BF cuter. I said your tummy cuter than her bf's. Haha.. SHe knows that she was talking to you that night. I told her that you are the one who mentioned about the stadiumm thingy. haha..
Spent quite alot on food today, about $40.. I think i better not go out so often. Maybe eat cheaper food lor. hehe..
Cant wait to see you on saturday. I will be going to market. Then i see you after that. Without you saying, i know you wouldnt wanna come my place tmr. :)
I din mean to make you angry. Was just too sad that i created the mess. Too sad that i din cherish the relationship in the past , too sad that you cant find the perfection in me. Too sad that i am not your desire.
I din mean to put on a long face, i was simply sad and again upset. I want you so much, much more than i can imagine myself to be. I am afraid to lose u one day. Fear for the day when the chemistry is gone. Will god bless us with love and happiness . We are clear where we stand in each other, always so strong and firm. Thank you for all the enlightments which i keep neglecting for years. I am sorry.
I love you with my whole heart , nothing less than that, really.
